Perfected by You

By: J.M. Walker

Book 3 in the Torn Trilogy


To Brenda Smith Travis

Love deep.

Love hard.

Love unconditionally.


I have no words to describe how grateful I am for all of your constant encouragement and never ending support. Without you, none of this would be possible.

To my husband. My rock. My world. My life. Because of you, all of this IS possible. You back me 100% and I couldn’t ask for a better partner.

My family. I love you. I love that you buy my books even if you never read them just to show you support me. That means more than you know.

C.A. Szarek, thank you for all that you do. Xx

My Jems and my girls in Our Alphas…you ladies light up my day, put up with my constant ADD and just be yourselves. I couldn’t ask for a better group of ladies standing beside me.

Brenda, Angie, Mel and Jen…my girls with Twinsie Talk Book Reviews. Because of you, I am where I am today. I know what I know. And I’m stronger because of it. Thank you for everything.

Brenda Wright…my wonderful and very patient editor. Thank you. Just thank you. Your love of Brett has kept me going. I heart you hard.

Angie FS…my PA. Thank you. For everything. 2015 is our year baby.

My extraordinary PR guru. Christine Stanley. I love your face. You have helped me come out of my shell. Your love of my books is astounding and flattering. Thank you.

My beta readers. You know who you are. You helped me fix Perfected by You into what it is today. Thank you.

Authors, blogs…you all know who you are as well. I couldn’t do anything without the constant support from you also.

Stephanie from Once Upon Time Covers. Thank you again for another beautiful cover. You portrayed Brett perfectly.

And lastly but definitely not least…my readers. You all are my rocks. Your messages, tweets, comments, likes…everything that you do, I notice. I appreciate. And I love. Thank you for being there for me.

Perfected by You Playlist

Here is a list of songs that reminded me of Brett and Evvie, either together or apart. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do. Even if you don’t like the music, the words are what captured me and brought me into their world. Now as I listen to them, I think how far Brett and Evvie have become but still have so much to go through before they will finally be happy.

A deep and powerful love is never quiet, never dormant but loud and fierce. ~ J.M. Walker

Bound to You – Christina Aguilera, Burlesque Soundtrack

Unconditionally – Katy Perry

This is the Best – USS

Stay – Rihanna ft. Mikky Ekko

Closer – Nine Inch Nails

Loverman – Metallica

Unnamed Feeling - Metallica


Due to the graphic and adult content, this book is not suitable for a younger reading audience


My dear sweet Evvie. My wife. My lover. My one. My only.

I’m writing this as a way for you to get to know me further. Deeper.

You know parts. Pieces. But do you really know all? I’m not a man of many words, as you know. I’d prefer to show you how I feel through the use of our bodies. Loving every inch of you, every curve, every freckle, as we move as one.

The first time that I met with Dr. Santos without you, he told me to start writing in a journal. He said it was a way for me to get out of my head. I told him he was a contradicting asshole. He laughed. I’m not a nice person when you’re not around, my sweet Evvie. I don’t take well with being told what to do. This is why I own my clubs. Why I’m the boss. Why I’m in control. I need it. I can’t have it any other way or else my life would be fucking miserable. The only good thing in it, is you. You are my strength. My light.

After I left Matteo’s office, his words bounced around in my head and I found myself at a book store. A black leather bound book filled with blank pages called to me. I remember my fingers tingling as it drew me in with each step I took towards it. The need to have the small 5x8 book took control. It was thrilling really. It was the same feeling I got when I first met you months ago.

I never told you how I felt. That moment when I walked in on you hugging Kane, a deep seeded need to rip his face off surfaced. It shocked me to the core, taking my breath away. I had never felt that way about anyone. I told you that I had an ex, someone who ripped my heart out when her boyfriend came back. Well with her, I never felt how I feel with you. I never had the urge to mark her as mine. To control her. With you? Evvie, I have to be in control of you. In the bedroom at least. Other times? You are your own woman. I know it. You know it. But I love you more every day that you submit to me when we play. I thank you for giving that piece of yourself to me. I know it’s hard to lose control. Trust me.

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