Syn:Sex Is Syn, Love Is Pain

By: J Peach

A Dangerous Love Spinoff


Da’Jah & Da’Vion, my heart, my two babies. If it wasn’t for you two I swear I would not have this drive, this determination to continue to go as hard as I am. You two are my motivation!!

I Love You Two So Much!

To My Readers/Supports

Thank you all so much for sticking with me on this journey I swear you all will never understand how much I truly appreciate you all!

I swear I Love Y’all!

To My Editor

You Are The Freakin Best To ME!! I Swear! I’m sticking with you forever! You push me like no other, you talk to me and discuss my story with. You don’t sugarcoat and I love that about you!

Chapter 1


“Nuh-uh, Mom B, that be Peaches and the other girls,” I said, referring to my four best friends Peaches, Missy, Ebony, and Kim. “I be good. I don’t date or nothing.” I laughed as I looked around at them and responded to Blaze’s mom. There was no point in trying to keep a straight face, the cut of Mom B’s eyes told me that she didn’t believe me.

“Bullshit, Angel,” she came back at me, “I’ve known yo ass long enough to see right through you. But that does make me wonder, though. Why don’t you date? You’re the only one out of these four heffas that hasn’t come to me asking for dating advice. And yes, I’m adding Missy hot coochie ass. She be on my damn line every other day, shit—”

“Momma! For real!” Missy shouted at Bianca, making us laugh.

“Girl, sit yo ass down. I’m just sayin’,” Bianca waved Missy off before she pointed to Peaches. “Every day this one here is on my phone talking about Blaze. It has gotten so damn bad that I got her on don’t disturb mode from six in the morning until four in the evening. Her and that damn Blaze works my ass knowing damn well nann one of them gonna leave the other,” she rolled her eyes and shook her head. Even though Blaze was her son, she held no punches when it came to him just as she held no punches when it came to us.

“I don’t even call you like that no more—” Peaches rolled her eyes at Bianca.

“Yeah, because I blocked yo ass,” Mom B countered, making us all laugh.

Because of the fondness we all had for Bianca, we started referring to her as either Momma or Mom B. She treated the five of us like her daughters, telling us right from wrong without sugarcoating it. And even though she cussed us out, she always kept it real with us and we knew we could depend on her. She was our momma in every sense of the word other than blood.

“Whatever, Momma,” Peaches began. “When I call it be serious. I just be wanting to check up on Blaze to make sure he’s good. Man, it’s hard being all the way in Lafayette and he’s here. I don’t want him to know that I be worrying about him, especially given everything that happened at the house. So I have to call you and make sure he’s not getting into trouble.” Peaches let out a heavy sigh as she laid her head on Kim’s shoulder.

I could tell just from the look on her face that she was stressing behind the move. I felt bad for my girl with everything she had been through while dating Blaze. I didn’t understand why someone would continue to deal with drama and keep putting their life on the line for a man. I wanted to understand the type of love she had for him, but when I saw everything she endured because of that love, a part of me didn’t want to know or ever want to have to deal with that.

My hand went to her hair and slowly I began to run my fingers through it. “Babe, don’t stress it,” I tried to comfort her. “You know we got our ears to the ground and our eyes on him. So if anything happens you’ll be the first to know about it.”

That worrying was one of the main reasons I would never date a hood. Hell, I didn’t date so it didn’t really matter one way or the other.

“I know that,” she sighed, “but still, it’s hard with the distance. We get through it, though.” The stressed look on her face just made me even more determined to never date a hood. “And while momma over there tryna blast somebody, I only called and complained about Blaze ass one time with her dramatic ass,” she said as we all laughed.

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